The reasons why I stepped down
Posted by: Torchickens
Date: 2020-02-26 01:28:44
1. I think I may have felt overwhelmed a little with stress (and sometimes I get very shy on Discord, as of recent YouTube too as I get an exponential number of comments now - I used to get on top of them all until it reached 99+ and I stopped replying. For this reason I have regrets like (thoughts about myself): "she ignores comments". This has correlated with me being a little apathetic at times and having less enthusiasm for taking on an editorial role.
->On hindsight, now I seem to feel clearer I wonder if I should just be a global moderator/staff here. I'm worried though as I left with short notice and Photon-Phoenix isn't as active as he used to either, and Abwayax stepped down too. I'm unsure of how Photon-Phoenix feels or his circumstances, but I'm worried this site is in risk of not having a head admin.
2. The banning of Sherkel and Sasara, the disturbances they caused in the community (but also I feel to scapegoat is wrong, I welcome people but not actions that make people feel unsafe), and claims; as well as this separate situation. This left me feel unsafe and not wanting to take the role of head admin any longer.
(3. I'm not as good with glitches as I used to be; in combination with apathy and decision to step down from emulation to be safe, data-mining now takes a lot more time. Additionally, I posted a YouTube video for a short while that I wouldn't be doing arbitrary code execution, but removed it later. Fortunately there is a way to datamine without using ROM hacks with my limited programming knowledge and the existing memory editor GUI arbitrary code execution programs, which I got working earlier. From what happened with the historical Game Genie case, reverse engineering/playaround(?) is at least a grey area; though Nintendo have took action against emulation/unauthorised copies moreso now, and I wanted to step down from that as well. Additionally lots of people want a Pokémon Bank Celebi, which still leaves me unsure what to do, as (if from Nintendo's terms of use against cheating online) people can get banned for that; maybe tell them how to do it but warn them Nintendo don't like it (and I personally don't like it either and release my hackmons).