So i read this thread
Posted by: Jchu
Date: 2017-05-23 19:59:50
Said thread has opened my eyes.
…ITS OKAY to like Hello Kitty and 'cute' things. Its NOT going to make me go around 'hurting' people. If anything, i'm more likely the one to be 'attacked' over it. Not them.
I pmed the url to this site to myself on another forum.
I'm not sure what else to say. For years, I lived in the dark, thinking it was 'evil' to BE MYSELF. People I met online only futher my self doubts. In fact, it may of ultimately lead to my leaning on crushes and sexuality more….as an escape from what i REALLY enjoy: cuteness and innocence. Truely. Honestly.
I may still take awhile to process this new info. Its been years of confusion for me. And, well…i'm not sure i really wanna give up korrina just yet. I think my liking her is okay too? She's a work of fiction, all else failed?
I don't really know who I am right now. I just know I want to be HAPPY. I'm a caring, GOOD person, and i'm learning and relising it more everyday. I DESERVE happiness. Not greif
After years of being confused and thinking i'll 'hurt' others, I do not know what i really like/dislike right now. Sadly.
I may add this thread to some other forums i'm on too.
Thanks for reading this….and not being like the bullies on this one Kingdom Farts forum I know.
Not that I h*te Kingdom Hearts or anything. Well, maybe I do….a little. That one forum was the closest thing to hell i've ever lived through.
I've lived a pretty sheltered life due to my autism. Sadly. Most of what I 'learned' about the 'outside world'? Yep, it was from the internet. It's pretty depressing, I know.